I can tell you yes it is, but not as you may think. What I mean here by start to live is not to get up from your grave to start a new live but it is hint to the high move you may make when you decide to leave your country and start in a new one.
In the new life you will almost sacrifice every single nature you have learned about the place you were living in, the people you were dealing with, the weather, the food, the high sophisticated mind road maps. you will be as a just born child in a new place.
Its you yourself will be different, and you will set with yourself asking ...
Is that me ?!
what is happening ?!
I feel I am different. Hey you give me back my personality.
It is totally a new life and totally a new person you will start learning again you will get lost in the middle of the most popular are of the city, you will ride an opposite direction bus and ask where am I ?!
Among all those changes I found the most difficult one to deal with is the people nature what we call in Egypt the blood. you may find yourself telling a joke that you only who is laughing at and the other are looking to you as fool or as abnormal one. you may be kidding with one of them and then he suddenly got angered telling you that you just insulted him.
Harder and harder is leaving your family your childhood friends your parents your bed your room your favorite street your favorite food your favorite place.
Of course somebody may tell me hey you are speaking as if you are a baby lost in the street hey get up you are an adult you can depend on yourself. But I think he should first tell me how to find myself !!!
Yours,
Lost R--
Monday, April 30, 2007
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