I can tell you yes it is, but not as you may think. What I mean here by start to live is not to get up from your grave to start a new live but it is hint to the high move you may make when you decide to leave your country and start in a new one.
In the new life you will almost sacrifice every single nature you have learned about the place you were living in, the people you were dealing with, the weather, the food, the high sophisticated mind road maps. you will be as a just born child in a new place.
Its you yourself will be different, and you will set with yourself asking ...
Is that me ?!
what is happening ?!
I feel I am different. Hey you give me back my personality.
It is totally a new life and totally a new person you will start learning again you will get lost in the middle of the most popular are of the city, you will ride an opposite direction bus and ask where am I ?!
Among all those changes I found the most difficult one to deal with is the people nature what we call in Egypt the blood. you may find yourself telling a joke that you only who is laughing at and the other are looking to you as fool or as abnormal one. you may be kidding with one of them and then he suddenly got angered telling you that you just insulted him.
Harder and harder is leaving your family your childhood friends your parents your bed your room your favorite street your favorite food your favorite place.
Of course somebody may tell me hey you are speaking as if you are a baby lost in the street hey get up you are an adult you can depend on yourself. But I think he should first tell me how to find myself !!!
Yours,
Lost R--
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Hey R-- Nice article, I know it's hard to get along with other people with other cultures than urs but it's just temporary. Everything in life is temporary. I mean that after life we r gonna go 2 either hell or heaven so it's just a matter of time to get used to it. One Last word is whatever change and whatever new person you have become i'm sure that u'll be better than still being in mothafuckin' Egypt :D
mmmm, Highly agree with reda's opinion but wzout the last sentence ;)
I agree with you that it is temporary but it is easy in start of life because you are within your friends and relatives and you really don't feel that you are learning while now you do have neither of those things you are alone and really feel that
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